Monday, November 3, 2008

New outlook on life...

It's hard to explain, but there is something different going on in my brain this week. My time to relax is way more....RELAXING.

Before, I would try to cram as much recreation into my days off as possible, knowing that once I was back to work there wouldn't be time for anything but work and sleep. Sometimes there ended up being so many things that I wanted to do that I couldn't decide and then would end up doing nothing. Also, there was the tired thing...the exhaustion which seemed to overpower my motivation to do most things.

Now, I feel as if a giant weight has been lifted. I am not exhausted. I am not dreading my next work shift. I am not worried about switching my sleep schedule back to the graveyard shift. I feel very content.

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