A while back, the idea of going in to work literally made me feel physically ill....because everyday we were short staffed and I was barely out of orientation and barely keep up with everything. For some time, the short staffed days were more spread out, and I even had some good days where I could relax a bit more during my shift and even take my breaks.
Last week I had one good day out of 6. The rest weren't just busy busy, they were nightmare busy freak-out days.
Now I am sitting here, slowly getting ready to go in to work tonight after having 5 days off....and I am dreading it. I'm trying to choke down some food, but it is difficult because I feel sick to my stomach.
I hate this. I want to put my time in there (a year) and then move on to something else. When I graduated, I told myself that I would get 2 years of med-surg experience before I moved on to something else. I don't know if that's possible. One year might be the breaking point.
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